There are sometimes I feel so isolated from everyone else. When I walk around school and see everyone laughing and having a good time, something inside of me wishes I could be part of something like that. Depression has taken away everything from me, including my socail life. I try so hard to stay strong, but there are times where I just want to as God "Why?". I'm so overwhelemd with everything he's thrown at me, im not sure if I can take anymore. Life keeps putting me down when I try to stand up. I think it's made me a stronger person inside, but how am I suppose to break down the walls around me so I can enjoy others company like the rest of humaity? Being alone the rest of my life scares me. I really wonder if there's some man out there who is strong enough to break down my walls, and love me through it all. The past week i've really been looking towards God for answers. I know I can get through this, I've come such a far way.